I wonder if you feel the same way about medical examinations as I
do. But then I used to get so stewed up at the thought of having
to take my pants down in front of a strange male person, I don't
think I could describe how I felt. Was it just plain
embarrassment, or did I have deeper emotional feelings?

I used to get teased at boarding school about my ass. We used
communal changing rooms after outdoor games. The other boys used
to call me 'Chic-ass' because of my well rounded buttocks. It
didn't upset me too much, in fact I quite liked it. It gave me a
sort of effeminate status and it was often obvious too by the
state of their cocks that their comments signified approval.

Despite this there none of my fellow school mates ever did
anything to me physically. The furthest it used to go was
occasionally when I would be standing in the nude on a bench, my
best friend Greg would say some thing like: "Webster", my 
surname, "you are standing in a highly sexual position!" His
voice would be a bit shaky as if he was trying to suppress some
deep emotion or instinct.

But I have always felt self-conscious about my bum ever since,
especially when people watch me walking. I makes me feel I am
either wobbling my ass or the rest of my body to compensate!

That was all some seven years ago and by this time I was 24 and
had just applied for a very high powered post selling hardware
systems based in Holland and I had to go for this medical
examination before the main interview. What sort of thing would
make me fail? I wondered. The job description went on and on
about the need  for the successful candidate to have a strong
personality, drive, courage, perseverance and all that sort of
stuff. It was like saying 'You need balls for a job like this'.
Perhaps they intended checking me out literally!

I couldn't even be sure if I would be asked to take my pants down
and the strange thing is that the prospect of it not happening
was perhaps my main or only fear. Or was it that they would say I
looked too effeminate. But then in all other ways I had a really
well developed male physique even if I hadn't grown lots of chest
hairs my pubic hairs were OK and I was even growing some behind
my balls and between my legs; I fact it was only my ass which let
the side down; or did it? Perhaps they would just check out my
testicles or would they go further?

What was I thinking? I mean really what did I expect?!! Surely
not all those fantasies about the guy or guys giving me a rectal
examination, probing my prostate, or even giving me an orgasm!!
How ridiculous but that was my state of mind as I went into the
doctor's room.

At first it was just questions about inoculations, any previous
illnesses and stuff like that. I could see he was working through
a form on his desk. Then he went over to the other side of the
room and as he was walking back said very casually: "OK take your
pants down please and just pop up on the couch there." I could
see he put on some rubber gloves so I expected him to tell me to
turn on my side and pull my knees forward so he could investigate
my ass-hole, as I remembered a doctor doing once when I was much
younger. But he didn't and with me expecting all that excitement
you get when another person touches your genitals all he did was
briefly to feel my scrotum and then immediately said: "Could you
pull your pants back up now please".

Had I laid there for too long expecting something else to happen?
No I didn't think so, so why this choice of words as if somehow I
had gone too far or done something wrong. I feel so emotionally
vulnerable when I am in the nude like that.

"Is anything wrong?" I asked him.

"No, no! that's absolutely fine!" he replied smiling in a good
humoured way.

I could see he was still filling in something on that form. I
couldn't see from where I was sitting but I imagined perhaps a
tick box: 'Balls - Yes/No or 2/1/0 Tick which applies' It was all
a bit of an anti-climax in every sense of the word!

The main interview came soon after the medical and was to be in
Amsterdam for just one day so they just provided me with flights
but no over-night hotel so I had decided to book myself into a
cheap place on the canals and perhaps be a little adventurous in
the evening. I had heard it said that you could realise any
sexual fantasy in the Red Light district. But to be honest I am
usually careful to stay out of trouble.

The hotel was a short walk from the tram stop which was just as
well as I had to carry a heavy projector as well as my lap-top
and suitcase in which I had packed far too many clothes. The
reception was an informal sort of office with an old guy behind a
desk and a young guy drilling holes in the wall to hang pictures
of what looked to me like some really nice original art work. I
had to fill in a small form with dates, passport number etc. Then
as I handed it in the old guy said the room was on the top floor
and gave me a key. Immediately the young guy hanging the pictures
came over. "Please let help you with that luggage!" he said
picking up all the cases and setting off with me up these steep
winding stairs. The old man had said something to him in Dutch
which I think was to express concern that he was leaving off his
work. The young man had gestured that he would be back right
away.

"Thank you for this" I said. "These cases are so heavy are you
sure you can carry all of them?".

"No! no! I don't like see you carry them" he said energetically
in broken English. "They easy for me" he went on laughing, "you
see in my country I was trained gymnast and now here I do
swimming."

"So that's why you such strong arms!" I said also jokingly.

"Yes I have to keep them smooth you see to get speed. Maybe one
day I get on Olympic Team" He explained that Slovakia was his
home country and asked me if this was my first trip to Amsterdam.

"No" I said "I have been before but not on my own"

"Ah so you must see all the sights!" We had reached the room door
now and I noticed he had a very handsome smile. I gave him a tip
as we went in.
"No, no you needn't but you are very kind." Then looking me up
and down he repeated very pointedly; "I could not see you carry
all that - is not right!" He touched me gently on my bare arm as
he said it. "Is there anything else I can do please ask!"

"Well perhaps there is. Er you see I was thinking of someone to
show me all these 'lights'"

"Sorry you say? I don't understand" he frowned slightly but he
looked even more handsome.

"I want someone to take me round tonight. Do you know of anyone?"
I said slowly hoping he would get it this time.

"Oh you like escort! Yes no problem!" then he continued while
consulting his wrist watch. "I finish work in half an hour, then
I put on smart clothes for you and see you here or down or where
you like? Oh by the way my name is Sergie and I think you are
Carl, is it? I could see the form" he said smiling.

"Wait a minute Sergei" I said. "Please don't dress up too much
you look very good as you are now".

"How you mean I - this is work clothes?"

"No what I mean is er" I hesitated and touched his arm. "Don't
put something which covers you up too much"

"Oh I see, yes! ?? I know what I shall wear. I come back here, I
see you later" he said smiling and winking at me.

It was barely thirty minutes when the room door bell rang and I
had just enough time to shower but I still had to tuck my clean
white shirt into my trousers and put on socks. "Oh sorry! You
like me to come back later?" Sergei suggested. He was obviously
very concerned at disturbing me.

"No it's fine! Sergei you look fantastic!" I was not just being
polite I felt really privileged at the prospect of such a good
looking and flamboyant guy as an escort.

"It is special Bohemian shirt you see. But I also bring another
one you see it has no sleeves but it show my tan only come so
far" He pulled up his sleeve above his biceps so show me his
upper arm which was less tanned.

"Look I show you other one" he said taking his shirt off. He was
about to take the other out of a plastic bag.

"Hey! Oh Sergei you look so strong and handsome!" His chest was
smooth shaven but packed with firm muscles. I just wanted to kiss
his bulging pectorals and beautiful broad masculine shoulders. I
couldn't take my eyes off him.

"You want I can go like this. You like?" he offered.

"Sergei I have never seen such a sexy guy as you! Hey what an
escort you'd make! Do you really mean you would walk in the
streets with me like that?"

"Of course yes! For you I do it you are, you are so ?. er you see
you have such nice how do you say .. figure?" He gently patted me
on my bum. This exchange was giving me a lovely warm feeling. I
had never been so complimented by any guy especially as he was so
very manly.

"But look you will get very cold, you must have something on." I
said running my hand over his chest muscles. So he slipped on the
other sleeveless shirt. He did have a sort of 'tide mark' of tan
across his biceps but somehow it made him look even more sexy. I
would be so proud to have this muscle man my escort. He made me
feel complete in a way I never had before. I wanted to be his
partner with my big bum and effeminate walk.

"I think you have better tan than me and you all over" he said
parting the front of my shirt where the buttons remained undone.
He put his arm around me. "You see I more white here" he said
taking the other shirt off again and comparing his bare chest
with mine.

At this point I too took off my shirt and remember musing that we
now seemed to be undressing for this 'evening out'! But I was
finding it very hard to maintain any sort of formalities with
Sergei. He must have sensed my excitement was mounting as he
started kissing me passionately all over my bare chest and around
my shoulders and neck.

"You see you have all over tan!" he said again with a shaky voice
but trying to laugh.

"I can show you where I have no tan at all if you like" I said
smiling at him.

"Go on! I love to see this place if you not embarrassed." Then
suddenly checking himself. "Please I am sorry I am so cheeky to
you Yes? I hope I not embarrass you., please promise you tell me
Yes?

I said nothing but looked straight into big brown eyes and very
deliberately undid my trouser buckle and slipped them down
together with my to reveal the white skin on the top half of my
buttocks.

If I had missed out on the medical I was not going to let this
chance slip. I didn't care that he might think I was going too
far. I knew he liked my bum. I think it provoked his chivalrous
act of bag carrying bags for me. He seemed to recognise my
feminine side and I felt so good about it.

The effect on him on seeing me gripping the elastic on my pants
was electric. At first he ran his big hands over the top of
buttocks. That was exciting enough but then he went frantic and
started kissing my bottom and pulling my pants down further. Then
he straightened himself and gave a great stretch as if to charge
up his muscles. He had on a sort of light coloured tight fitting
jeans but the material was softer than denim. Anyway the big
bulge in his crutch left no more questions about his state of
arousal.

"I think I had better check out your tan down here" I said
cupping my hand over his bulge. He made no effort to restrain me
as I unbuckled his big leather belt. Then I opened his flies and
very deliberately began to pull his trousers down. Underneath he
was wearing blue boxer shorts which were now stretched forward
almost to tearing point. I slipped them down and there pointing
straight at my face, (I could feel the heat on my checks) was the
most fabulous big hard cock. His smooth and shiny pink knob was
right next to my face. It looked so strong and purposeful. I
began to feel him gently at first but he was so lovely and clean
with soapy smells from the shower. I just had to take him in my
mouth. At that point I heard him catch his breath as I started to
work my tongue around his hot rigid knob as I drew him in deeper
I pursed my lips around his tight shaft . He seemed so sensitive
and responsive and kept saying blurting out words which I
couldn't understand. Then suddenly he restrained me with his hand
as I think he was about to cum.

Soon we were both completely naked and lying opposite ways round
on the bed. This was it! the real sexual examination, none of the
cold clinical touch. I was quite out of control. I was sucking
his cock and groping his lovely big balls while he was kissing
deeper and deeper into my bum slit. Soon I could feel his hot
tongue on my cherry then all of a sudden he sat up and looked
straight at me with his big eyes.

"You not mind me do this? You are so sexy! You are ready yes? I
see you coming open you see." I knew he was referring to my
ass-hole as he probed me with his finger while saying it. Somehow
Sergie seemed to be in control of things despite his excitement.
"You know I never did this before! I don't have any - I don't
know how you say" I could tell from the look on his face as well
as his voice that he was telling the truth.

"Me too I never made love to a man before but I want you Sergei I
want you! Please fuck me!" I said drawing him to me. I hadn't
even cared to concern myself with condoms.

"But is not possible because you have so beautiful ass some mans
has fucked you surely! You want I can get, how you call, condom?"

No Sergei I mean it you are the first. I want you like this. No
condom! I want you to fuck me raw right up inside." I said as I
lubed his cock with some cream beside the bed then put some
around my ass-hole. All the time I could feel my hands shaking
with excitement. It was as if someone was offering me a huge
reward and I was desperate to claim it.

Suddenly he took me in his arms. I felt overwhelmed by his strong
body and his manly determination about what he was going to do to
me. Very deliberately he turned me over on my back  then grabbing
my ankles he forced my legs right back and apart either side of
my head. It was the moment I shall always remember, the one I had
unconsciously longed for all my life. His face was so rugged and
masculine with those beautiful Slavic cheek bones. He looked deep
into my eyes as he pushed forward against me, his muscles bulging
as he restrained the weight of his body then with some sudden
resolution, he plunged his huge hot hard-on straight up my open
ass-hole and drove it deep into my bottom. It was really sudden;
he didn't sort of gradually prepare me; I just felt this huge big
presence surging up inside me. He told me later he just got so
excited by seeing my ass-hole opening up for him that he wanted
to stuff me right away. For me the thrill was beyond description
as he worked his hard cock all round in side me. He seemed to
know the most sensitive parts inside me. I was tossing my head
from side to side and groaning and yelping with excitement as he
probed my prostate and propelled me into orgasm after orgasm. If
he had never fucked a guy before it didn't take him long to
discover how to take control of my internal genitals. By now I
was madly kissing his pectoral muscles and grabbing at his hairy
buttocks as he rammed my ass harder and harder with his seemingly
gigantic fuck pole. I could see beads of sweat were forming on
his biceps and as I grabbed his ass more firmly my finger tips
were reaching further into his crotch. Soon I had his cherry in
my grasp and at the very moment I was getting a finger tip inside
him I felt these pulsating spasms. It was all too much for him
now and he had started orgasming deep inside me. I could feel his
spunk gushing into me. It was like a great tide carrying his hot
sperm and fertilising my whole body as his cock spurted his cum
fluids right up my rectum.

This was no hotel porter. This fabulous man was everything I had
ever wanted. I loved every inch of his big Slavic frame, his
immense muscles and his resolute personality. I loved him and
wanted every ounce of his virile fuck fluids. All those guys who
teased me about my bum. The thing was they didn't have the balls
to do me.

"Oh I love you! Fuck me full!" I was shouting then I lost it
completely as I was overtaken by a massive rectal orgasm as
Sergei's cock began at last to subside. He gave me one last
massive thrust as far up me as he could and I felt the last few
drops of his virile fuck fluids irrigating me deep inside.

Eventually he rolled over off me and lay face down with his head
on the pillow. He looked completely spent. But I was still in a
very excited state. Somehow I had not managed to resolve any of
my orgasms as Sergei's dick was so huge it must have held up my
jizz. At first I was in awe as I looked at his beautiful strong
body lying there but soon I found I couldn't take my eyes off his
muscular buttocks and I couldn't help touching them. Soon I was
licking between them and into his deep dark slit. I had to go
further and I felt my heart pounding. It was an impulse that made
me pull them apart but he still made no effort to stop me. His
slit was quite hairy and, guessing his hole would be really
tight, I suddenly had this overwhelming urge to fuck him!  I
kissed him deep in his crotch behind his balls where I had felt
the spasms when he was fucking me. His buttocks were so strong
and manly not at all like mine. I had never even dreamt of doing
this sort of think to such a big man! I had pulled them right
apart now and my tongue was now in reach of his cherry. I was
deep kissing, licking and even probing with my tongue as I buried
my face between his buns. I just wanted to get further and
further inside him; by now I was licking him right inside his
sphincter; it was as far as my tongue could reach into this
powerful male bottom. Only my dick could get further and it was
pulsing with thrills as it as it swelled harder and harder. Soon
it was too much! I just had to do it. I stabbed my raging dick at
his pink ass-hole. His anus was really tight but I had licked him
well so his cherry was wet with my saliva. I had to maintain a
steady pressure on him for about a minute until I finally felt
his anus yielding. His asshole gripped my hood so tight I was
crazy with excitement.  He was trying to clamp his buttocks
together as I sank my raging cock deeper and deeper inside him. I
was past caring about what I was doing I just wanted to penetrate
his strong body and fuck him with all I had. I looked down at his
broad shoulders and heavy biceps as he lay beneath me receiving
my manhood. Wow wasn't I going to fuck this man with everything
I'd got. I was frantically kissing and biting his big neck
muscles as I felt my spunk spurt from aching cock deep into his
man ass! I lay on top him still kissing his body as I felt the
last drops of semen ooze from my penis deep inside his rectum. I
looked  down at his deep slit now all sticky with the last drops
of my jizz as I withdrew my slimy cock.

"You the first one do that to me. I never, never had that! Oh I
don't know what to say? you so sexy!!" We lay side by side for
some minutes. I think we were both still admiring each others
naked bodies. We had been so excited about each others genitals
and bums and there was so much more to appreciate like his big
strong legs and firm thigh muscles. He was still gently kissing
me around the nipples on my chest.

"So we go out!?" I said jumping up suddenly.

"First we take shower, I think" said Sergei smiling handsomely.

We showered together soaping each others bodies all over then
bringing them together in such a soapy sexy embrace that both our
cocks were bone hard in seconds. We fucked each other in the
shower. It was another first for me but I had often dreamt of
doing it. Both our bodies were slippery and soapy all over. It
was so sexy! We wrestled as to who would get in first. He did of
course as he was the stronger. But again the feeling of this hard
cock slipping up me as I stood before him was .. oh what can I
say!? Then as soon as he had jacked inside me, and he didn't take
long, I got my turn. I felt my dick aching and throbbing as I
stabbed it in between those strong buttocks. I got in easier this
time but his ass gripped me so tight I had lost control after
about two seconds and somehow managed to find some more cum to
shoot up that lovely hairy ass.

"I take you to meet my friend Bruchan. He will show you
everything!"

"What sort of things?" I asked as we walked down the street to
catch the tram.

"He can show you many things.  ?.. He has very good connections
you see! I don't show you rubbish you understand. You know every
one of people he can show you, they all very good? very clean no
rubbish"

"I know you said that twice Sergei but why do you want to show me
such people when I have you. You are better than any stud or
anybody" I said putting my arm around him.

"You don't know. My friend he understand everything. You wait
till you see he is big strong man and he can show you very nice
boys even sheboys but I know he like you very much!" I tried to
interrupt him but he continued; "You must experience now you are
in Amsterdam! When you go home and you not do this you will, how
you say, be kicking at yourself, yes?"

"But why do you want to introduce me to them. You will be
jealous?."

"No, no!" He stopped me in mid sentence. "In my country when you
have good friend you share everything"

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